I am unquestionably and genuinely thankful. I swear. I did my scuzzy 2nd Annual 'Shit I'm not Thankful' post last week.
You can see it here: I'm a Jerk
I still feel like a schmuck and I didn't even begin to cover the things I'm not thankful for. I almost didn't even post it but I hate to see my efforts go to waste. And there was effort. I could have been laying in my bed watching several season's of Dexter playing solitaire on my phone, which is my favorite thing to do right now.
I'm glad I got the shit post out of the way so I can say some great things because life if good. Outstanding actually. And I have some thankfulness to share with you.
I am thankful for my emotional personality. I don't mean that I lay around and cry about things. I mean, that I feel things incredibly deep in my soul and every fiber of my being. And I am thankful for that. I am able to take on other people's feelings as my own and that allows me to connect with them on a level that I don't think I would be able to otherwise.
I am thankful for my quirkiness. My ability to live in the moment and spontaneously. For my love of new things, constant change and my ability to put an artistic touch on even the most mundane things. I'm thankful for my free soul and that I know who I am. These things make my life refreshing and gratifying.
I am thankful for the ability to provide my daughter with a reliable car on her 16th birthday. She deserved it and I deserved to give it to her. One of the best gifts I ever gave. It is still giving. It will provide her safe transportation home for Thanksgiving. I am grateful.
I am thankful for my oversized, thick and deliciously warm Nike sweat pants. Hey, it's cold out and they feel soooooooo damn good. Was that too intense?
I am thankful that I still have my parents on this earth to love on. To laugh with, love with, share with, cry with, rejoice with and count on.
I'm thankful for my sister, aunts and sisterly friends that love me despite my odd behaviors and emotional decisions. For friends that help with the kids when I need help chauferring and am unable to be at two places at once.
I am thankful for the dads that DO laugh and talk to me and don't make me feel less than human. There is one that isn't afraid to chat it up with me at the kids games and social functions and I love our chats. He is HILARIOUS.
I am thankful for my job/jobs. They provide me and the kids the comforts that make life comfortable.
I am thankful for the balance of parent and friendship I have with my kids. I love that my son calls me ma'am but that even still, we laugh and drop it like it's hot at random moments. That means dance, for all you older folk.
I'm thankful that I can see beauty and love people who are different than me and that my kids can do the same.
I'm thankful for all of you.
With a grateful heart,